F0rg0tten Mem0ries

2009-02-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

Corrective service order!!

Well today morning woke up and bathe, prepared to go school
but i realised that both my cheeks are red and itchy..then i realised
that i used the wrong cream that is allergic to my skin..i could not help
but keep on scratch cause its too itchy to tahan ...then later i used ice
..today never go school because of that..so i sleep and woke up agn
at 11 plus..ask my dad to fetch me at 12.50 to geylang polyclinic
to do my cso(corrective service order)..well there was so many old
people singing "k" and others chit chatting...so i get to know some new
friends there who is also doing the same things as me..first i started cleaning
the dishes , then later slack slac little bit..later clean the railings
that was real tiring already haiss ..time passes so slow indeed.
Around 4 plus where many of them left..so me and my friends were told
to clean all the chairs using dettol..and have to carry back...and then
mop the floor...by the time its 4.30pm ..so left me and one of my friend
we play psp and eat orange! Well im sure that my hand now is swollen
due to what i did today all related to water and soap..friday have to go
again or should i say the next 6 months, every wed and fri i have to be
there helping out..nvm i take it as helping out..hahas

2009-02-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

These few days is getting bored in school..dint really know
if there is fun in school or boredom it should be..tml suppose to
share testimony but i lost the paper and i feel not
comfotable in sharing my testimony wth everyone ..so i decided
to text mr tang and tell him about it..well from this week onwards
i dont really have the time for anything after school already
i only had monday counted as off day...only tuesday wednesday
thrusday friday and saturday im busy with all my probation thingy
well so now i must plan my time seriously and manage properly!!
tml need meet probation officer after school hais...

2009-02-13T15:00:00.002+08:00

A day full of quarrels!

Well today had p.e as normal but play soccer instead of
intensive training..today mr tang was so fierce the whole day
well i was used to it already!! but i can say he never shout at me
before hahas..nick got shout by mr tang and it was scary
today completed my goals and i did only 18 pages instead
of 20 something pages! brought alot of food today
and everybody took it without my permission hahas
matt take 1 pack of gummy bear at first then later in a while
not more the 10 mins he came to me and say he ate finish
then i ask him take other thing lor..but he take another pack of
gummy bears to eat...i only had two medium packs la and i only
manage to eat 2 bears lols !!! after that dom and matt quarrel
each pushing each other hais that was fierce too..never expect them
to quarrel =( today is just as tiring as other day, the class is in
a chaotic situation..plenty of quarrels going on but im sure is not
about misunderstanding ,is about the thing that someone did
that pisses out another person! well hope things are going better
for all of us..Today mr tang expect everyone to memorise matthew
chapter 6:1-31 but he give chance so everyone are expected
to recite 1-13..so me ,eman,gavin and kok liang manage to recite
before school ends..everyone thought mr tang would let us go
without memorising but this time he really meant it for what he say
so only a few can go with their phones others had to wait after lunch
then recite to mr tang...but suddenly elisha cry say she cannot memorise
so mr tang let her memoried 1-5 only while others 1-13...mr tang left for lunch
so shirlynn stay back and test elisha..but then everyone goes up to
shirlynn and ask her test them...in the end lunch is gone for her!!
well she had a hard time or shld i say we had a hard time memorising
because we are not used to it either..
Charity class you can do it...try your very best!!God bless you all

2009-02-05T15:21:00.003+08:00

Sry Charity class!

Yesterday didnt went to school cause woke up very late
but in the end i still have to go out to meet my probation
officer...sch nowadays was like so boring!! really feel like
dont study already...today quarrel with mrs boey cause i just
so angry. i tolerate enough already so i think its time to burst
usually i talk nicely to her about class things she wont listen to me
but today i talk to her using a violent way and she have the time
to listen to me! and i want to say sorry to everyone in charity class
im sry for my attitude,my rashness ..but i know i stil wrong
cause i cannot tahan the way she handles thing already
maybe miss wong is still the best hahas! many things happen
today its all about the same topic i think so..hope mrs boey take
one step at a time! a sudden change is really too sudden
i bet nobody could adapt to her rules over midnight..
IM SRY CHARITY CLASS! =(

2009-02-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

The day of boredom

Hais today mrs boey will be supervising our class,guess that
everyone has no mood. When we want to score , she is so slow
going around..cause she is like checking every single word if
you want to score and we cant roll in our chairs also..usually
for pace test,we will like auto go to the table at 9.30am but now
must wait until they call us then we can go..and we had also mr raj
supervising us hais..i dont feel like studying anymore..guess what
i almost fail my english pace ..i passed by 2 marks thank God
and also the worst thing school suppose to end at 1.15pm
but for charity class its like 2pm cause mrs boey will keep on
talk talk talk..the nightmare goes on!!!

2009-01-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

Today meet nick at coffee shop at 7pm
hahas he eat mee pok then later say he wanted to shit
school just as normal ..started with bible journal then went
to the chapel for the talk that we had every thursday..
today did one whole english pace that was given in the morning
then tomorrow have to do 2 pace test..hope theres little wrong
sians tomorrow miss wong last day,then later no people keep pushing
me to do my work ..shes a good teacher hahas.Last time dont know her
thats why dont like ..so sorry miss wong!After school went to coffee shop
to eat my first meal...running out of time the i cab down to jurong point
to meet my 3 "sisters" hahahas went to eat with them because i went
there to buy dickies bag! went to my god mum shop to buy .She work in
77th street hahahs..later went on to find valerie birthday cake and present
and i forget to buy her a present too! after that just went home
and sleep for like 1 hour plus only..tml still meeting nick for
breakfast hope he dont wana shit after eating muahahahhas
Thank God for giving me so good friends in vlcs,
they notice i change yay!! guys i gonna continue changing
God bless you all man!

2009-01-23T14:27:00.002+08:00

My 100th post whoooo!!

Today school just started as pace work..everybody can wear
what they like to where cause we are celebrating CNY
rush through my paces and do self test and then later do pace
test for my other paces..10.20 went to the chapel to assemble
we are celebrating with st.clare students..then later one of the
supervisor ask me go out buy ice..and so i climb out of the gate
and went to 7 eleven to buy ice and then run back and climb the
gate with a pack of ice in my hands..i was like sweating la .Its so
hot man cant take it..after school climb the gate again then went
to eat lunch with moses,nick,mark,isaiah and josiah(isaiah's bro)
after that me and nick went to peni to buy hoodys hahas
while looking for hoody i went to see my tattoo artist ...
he is so busy with alot of customer hahas..after buying hoody i cab
home while nick take the mrt to paya lebar ..so sorry nick ps you
then the driver was like one dumb ass la..he doesnt look at all those
sign board for direction and he thought he knows where he going
its like i saw the sign board that indicates to bukit panjang
then he just drive pass it althought i did told him..he was like so distracted
the whole journey he was like driving at 3rd lane ..
i had quite a fun day today climbing gates hahas

2009-01-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

THANKS SHI RUI FOR YOU BROWNIES
IT WAS DELICIOUS HAHA!!! =)

Today went to school as normal for p.e
wanted to run with dominic but i didnt bring extra shirt
to change and i forget to wear my shorts so couldnt run
p.e played soccer it was fun and sometimes boring hahas
classes start the same except miss wong was not here
for like sometime only..so mrs boey took over i think
today i finish my goal and done some of my homework
then shi rui gave me 2 containers of brownies hahas
because of my birthday but it was so long ago
my bdae is one the 12 but she gave it today hahas
but never she is sincere enough already...the brownies
was yummy yummy ..12.30pm went to the chapel and play some
games hahas..first my play tug of warr ..charity class win
whoooooooo!!then ltr play skipping ...JASON IS THE MAN!
he did some stuns and he can continue skipping
it was like he doing some break dancing hahas..
after that went home in a cab then here im posting
i hope everyday will be a better day for everyone including me
take care everyone God Bless You All!

2009-01-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday!

I didnt went to school yesterday due to i have to go
to polyclinic for smoe smoking program because its court
order so have to go.I thought it will ennd at 9am in the end
it ended at 11 plus ,thought of going school but from the polyclinic
to the school will be like 1 hour plus journey .By the time reach
there already school end so no point going.Yesterday also suppose
to share a testimony about my life with the school but cant make
it.Mr tang say he would read it for me in the end he never cause
he say i must ownself read then got more feeling hahas
But i dont like standing infront of the whole school its so
embarrassed ..for my whole life i never stand infront of whole school
except one time when was late then mrs boey make me say sorry
to the whole school because i was late but now its more than just a
sentence to share with the whole school..hope someone help me.
Its like mr tang ask the whole joy class to write a testimony then in the
end i was the one only selected to share.Hais how could i get out of this man
should not write until so good la..Nick wrote about 5 sentence while i think its
3 times of his ..Its regarding my life and how God works in my life
i dont want to share with you guys ..i mean i dont want to say out
just ask someone to read out for me its better..

2009-01-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

Last day at joy class, First day at charity class

Meet nick at coffee shop at 7.10am to have out breakfast
then he was talking about his hair how nice it was hahas
i wonder if i look nice in short hair or longer hair =)
went to school at 7.30 and have our p.e... its my first pe
of the year and the second time of pe i went when i come in
vlcs ...its quite fn actually but i always have the wrong thinking
its good for my body hahas or should i say for my size
class started as normal doing our paces but still having fun around
slowly the time passes so quickly and when nick and me was marking
our paces all sudden came mrs boey tell me nick and mark to go
to charity class..then i was like errrr why nobody tell me about this
then the whole class was like in a chaos doesnt want to leave
joy class ..it was quite sad indeed reallly..the place where i start
and the place where mr tang always hlp and tell us about God's word
indeed have alot of memories..but we had no choice we had to move
so me and nick move to charity while others to hope or faith..
and there goes last day of joy and my first day at charity
charity was a quiet class or maybe a little noise..maybe it can help
me to concentrate my studies there and able to complete as many
paces if i could..i will miss mr tang and his teaching..being in charity
was ok to me..as long i stick with nick..he my brother ma
so later miss wong tell us which subject we should more concentrate on
sh told me to do more english paces so that my english can be the
same number as other paces..i will adapt to it

2009-01-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

B'day over!! finally 16 hahas

Yesterday met nick at coffee shop eat breakfast
then we talk talk talk until we forget the timing
then later we rush to school hahas
hais im still so sick what to do..feeling so weird
today didnt really celebrate b'dae cause meeting
my probation officer..but in the end he say he too
busy so i decided to went home while nick went to
meet his friends ..he pang seh kia la..
while in the train called up my ex sch mates!!
then they say they was about to called me
so i told them i wanted to meet them to celebrate
went to eat pizza hut with eileen,valerie and ksp hahas
then later damian want to see me so i ask him come
pizza hut also..its been ages since we had lunch tgt
treat them to pizza hut then later the girls went off
so i went with damian to 77th street..go meet my
gan sis ..she also so long never see me hahas then
say i grow bigger hahas..after that went to meet kelvin
claire and ah long along with damian at PM..
then talk talk and slack with them..6 plus i cab home
and fell asleep..thanks god for my b'dae ..the day when
i bored and thank for the message you sent mr tang to
tell me about it..i will be sure and continue my destination
along with you LORD

2009-01-11T19:00:00.002+08:00

12 mid is my b'dae!!

well i was sick on wednesday to now
just because didnt take my medicine on time
so my fever was like on and off everytime
but im feeling well now thanks celene and jon
and other friends for your concern
i will get back to school on monday hahas
cause i had miss alot of pacework and now
i had to buck up..cant get to celebrate my b'day
with you guys cause my probation officer is coming
my hse after sch so i had to rush back home
so sad plan to go watch movies with friends
but now everything cancel haissh!! im turning 16
but my character will be 16?? hope i grow up
and grow spiritually too! thanks god for giveing
my birthday..today wanted to go celebrate my grandma
b'day ..hers is today but mine tml hahas
but the dinner start at 7pm so kinda rush for me
its at yishun and yet so far and i have to come back
by 9pm..so i didnt choose to go..sry grandma

2009-01-07T18:00:00.002+08:00

Im sick!!

Today i planned to go to school but when
i wake up i was feeling so giddy and my head
hurts alot like i was hit into something and
wanted to faint..so didnt go to school and rest
at home..woke up at 12 plus then watch movie
then i sleep back! I wanted to go school for pe
i already pack my bag which has clothes and
towel for after pe..hope i get well and my family
get well too cause my family including me was
sick also..my head is so hot .i feel like dying
i hate to be sick cant do anything when i was
awake because i have no strenght hahas
all i can do is to sleep sleep sleep the whole day
so bored!!

2009-01-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

The start of the new day!

Eveybody needed to go to class at 7.45am
everyday to take attendance before going to chapel
lucky today i was exactly 7.45 reach class whoooo!!!
so lucky ..not much new students came into out sch
chapel was as usual boring but meaningful
the start of the day never do any paces
we just have fun and some words with mr tang
and i seriously think that every word that come out
from joy class mouth is getting better..they prayed with
their hearts today!! seriously..hahas jason hair was so
cute for his face like just come out from boys home
as for marc i have nth to say cause he cut it himself
haiss i need to cut at weekend command by mr tang!!
his for my own good!! jiayous johann continue the rest of
the day like the first day!!

2009-01-04T13:28:00.003+08:00

The last day of hoildays!

Woke up at 12 noon because of a phone call
planned to sleep more and wake up later
so that can kill time..i cant wait for school
to start and im so excited hahas..
yesterday chat with someone on msn
until 2am then she say she have to sleep
so i went to sleep also..plan to chat until
morning one but her dad scold hahas
wake up eat lunch then pack my school bag
finding movies on the internet to watch
its was so bored man my holidays lucky
today last day then tml go back to school
hope that tml will be a good start for me
and no more scoldings and fight back
i must tolerate every scoldings in order to
move on ...i will continue to follow
jeses footsteps that are already showing
me the way!!

2009-01-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

1 more day to school, 9 more day to my birthday!!!

Today woke up at 8am in the morning,should not
wake up so early la.Got nothing to do so boring
used the com watch video until 2 plus i call nick
ask him if he wanted to go church? so i rush down to
tampanies mall cause he wanted to buy a school bag.
met his friend also.He brought a gold color bag which
is so shiny ahahs should not say his bag cause i got
a sliver bag hahas.later went around century square
and tampanies mall walk walk . wanted to go church
but al sudden lazy and not feeling well so my dad
come fetch me and later he and my mum went to
their church at woodlands..my dad is so so good
fetch me to tampanies and then fetch my home
thank god for giving me my parents and my family
i love them no matter what..when im in trouble
they are there helping me. but what did they get from
helping me is all those scoldings..maybe i shoul stop
all those scoldings but to appreciate their help
and kindness! schools gonna start and im excited.
i should make a good change of myself and let everyone
see. that is a promise to myself ,i will try my best, i wont
let it fail by just the 1st attempt. Go johann you can do it

2009-01-01T15:42:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

Monday gonna start sch and yet here i am
at home doing nothing of the school work yet
its quite boring each day but still have to live on
today went to jurong point which is much more
bigger now..went there with my grandparents
my parents and two of my aunt..went there
to eat buffet.I have nth to say anything about the food
cause i eat everything but all the old people
at there talk talk talk, cant stand them hahax
i wish this year is a much better year for me
dont wish to get into much trouble in scho0l le
i want to be an obedient kid studying but not
too nerd la..who likes to be a nerdy
hahas i wish my niece would find a
boyfriend as fast as she can lols or the letter start
with B shld suit her ..dont scold me if you saw this
i also wish that all my ex school friends especially
the ones that are close and hang out with my often
to realy study hard cause i know you all has drop
to normal..study hard dont let your parents down
i will meet up with you guys de so dont worry hahas
call or msg me if you had anything that you need help
i will be there for you all de..i must be ready for sch
i brand new year = brand new johann
thats what i always wish for man!! hope it come true
and hope god will show me the way to heaven

2008-12-28T06:11:00.003+08:00

1 week more to school starts

days are getting bored and bored
theres completely nthing for me to do
at home besides talking on msn with my
friends and especially with my cousins
and nieces.i cant be watching movies everyday
at home..yesterday went for counselling
and it was fun cause my counsellor
dont care and he is a joker ..thats why makes me
want to go back counselling every saturday
i plan to go meet my friends in jurong west
in the morning at 6 plus..but i guess they wont wake up
one la!! i think i plan to sleep later cause i didnt sleep the
whole day. im having a headache now !! i hate headaches
it sucks la.Going to 2009 le so next year is the start
of how im going to be a better person. Will i succeed?
i cant wait to be back in school cause i dont like staying
at home and lazy going out.i guess going to meet many
new students barhs! God bless everyone i knew
especially people that are related to me hahas
and to those who believes in him!!! GOD BLESS

2008-12-26T16:28:00.002+08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYONE

Last few days were so busy and sad
totally no mood and dont want that to happen
byebye ah gong may god be with you
and watch over us..you are always on my heart
no matter how many years past you are still my ah gong
you are in my life for 15 yrs it will still continue even
you are in heaven..
cant get to celebrate christmas because of my ah gong death
everyone was so tired so never went to my 3rd aunt hse
i sleep the whole day yesterday
theres nth more to do!!!
and my holidays is so bored no choice for me
schools are getting close , i cant wait to go back to school
instead of spending my time everyday at home looking
at the computer .. one day i just be a computer idiot lors
hope all my cousins and nieces will communicate more often
even though we cant get to see each other ..
god bless all of you!!

2008-12-10T10:49:00.002+08:00

Bored

What should i do at home ..
why do i keep complaining hahas
but really at home is so boring until can die
someone ease my boredom please hah
at least germaine play msn games with me
the whole day la hahas !!
thank you

2008-12-05T21:07:00.001+08:00

THANKS ALICIA!
she help me find the blog skin hahas
you are so kind =) lol

2008-12-04T16:09:00.002+08:00

Hais im so packed this few months
with so much appointments arhhhh!!!
13 decemeber i will then be tagged
they keep on change date
im so bored!! what can i do at home sia
besides hearing my parents nag and using com
theres nth more to do la

2008-12-04T10:50:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHALIE!!

2008-12-03T19:23:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER BORING DAY!
heres goes my boring johann day hahas
morning brought macdonalds for my family to eat
i only get to sleep at 1 pm...wanted to go buy
shirt but i was so so tired. watch movie whole day
finding things to do. first i made a phone call to polyclinic
to make appointment for anti-smoking talk
then later call the counsellor to change date
im so busy since i down with probation la
tml still must meet probation officer.
then saturday need go cantonment for secret society talk
after that still need go wedding for my ex-school teacher
then later need go church...im too full on saturday la
hais so many days has past and im not yet get tagged
(tagged by police)
they say this week but i think is next week hahas

I LOVE GOD IN WHATSOEVER STEAD I AM..
NO MATTER WHERE OR WHAT TIME
I LOVE HIM STILL AS MUCH!!

2008-11-25T23:52:00.005+08:00

Today morning went to court waiting for my sentence
it was so long and bored but i quite a little worry
seeing people go in but never come out hahas
i waited and waited ...so it was my turn
i went in and the court was fill with alot people
more than last time..theres was 3 judge
the moment he start talking he told me that
for the past few weeks ..i had an improvement
so i quite happy la knowing that maybe i will get the sentence
that was recommand by the probation officer to the judge
an indeed i really get the sentence. THANK GOD FOR IT
later finish i was so relieve la hahas..i never eat breakfast and
lunch but the court thing ended at 5 plus .. i was so hungry
by then la..i also want to thanks mrs boey that she is always
patience and everytime we get into trouble she let us off
i think thats not going to happen anymore...
i wont give her any more trouble i promise
without her i might landed somewhere else
AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO PRAYED FOR ME
GOD BLESS YOU TOOO!!!

2008-11-20T16:01:00.004+08:00

Oh well its so boring during the holidays

im so lazy indeed but still complaining boring

holy is the lord hahas..im so bored la

theres nth to do right now besides lying on the

bed using my lappy ....feels like a dead person now

EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME OKIES!!

and i will pray for you all too...but must rmb pray for me!!!

days are getting closer..and i know god did everyting and every

decision is best for me so i need not worry but i kindda rotting

at home la..theres no place for me to go yet i still complaining

hahas i maybe going to shave my hair away ...

i dont know if shld i or shld not....

yesterday she reach singapore im so happy la hahas

no words could expressed but im not crazy at all hahas

nick and justin are going to find for job...

i only can find if nth happen on 25november

i want to be a servant of him i want to worship him...

its the beginning in my new life will i be able to carry on

will he give me a chance for all this??

i swear he would...

2008-11-17T07:09:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS IM BACK FROM POSTING HAHAS =.=
i left with 7 more days to 25 november and sometimes
im quite worry...just have faith in jesus so that everything
will turn out fine for me...i truly regret the past
wasting my time. But i hope now God give me a chance
so that i can continue my new life ahead..
i dont know what to say now..i just live life that god make for me
no matter what happens im going to thank god
im going to miss you guys!! All the fun in VLCS
and im goingto change myself ..i wont be the johann who speaks
vulgar , wont be scolding the authority .. I want to be
what god wants me to be. He makes the best for me
so i follow his way hahas.. days are getting closer for me
i really must treasure the time given..i think tis is the time
to prove to god that i have faith in him!
this few days nth really happen just usual life going on
sleeping at home all day long, go to church and nth more
everyday must reach home by 8.30pm so i find theres
not a need of going out. im sorry for the school if i make
the school"s name bad.Im reallly very very sorry
No matter what happens..the only thing is to have faith in jesus
and theres is nth to worry about cause we all know that
he has a plan for us...

2008-11-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

Hello guys im back from the iec !!!
great to be at home but i miss my schoolmates
cause im having fun with them although everyday
get scolded...everyday have to wake up so early
and get to p.e and then go eat breakfast and spend the
whole day at the chapel listening to people talking
friday night when to church ..got permission to go to
matt church and that night i had a new life
i swear upon jesus that night was a very sad night
which i cry the worst during my 15 years in life
i love you jesus..my holy father
staying in the hostel was fun ..make alot of noise
i think thats obvious la hahas we were laughing so happily
yesterday night nick wated to climb up the ladder
but the ladder spoil it doesnt have any screw on it
so nick fell with the ladder and the ladder it right into justin head
and justin was like going to die hahas..
dam funny la but justin very angry at that moment lols
i love to be at home ...

2008-11-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

ATHALIE ROCKS !!!!
IM SO FORTUNATE TO HAVE
GOOD FRIENDS LIKE HER
MUAHAHAHAS!!!! =)

2008-10-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Today went to school about 8.30am
meet david chay in the morning cause he
want to go school early and give mrs boey
a good impression about him...well i think he had
difficulties adapting to his new life ba
morning started with mr tang telling us things
and we move on to learn some traffic controls
at both of the carparks in school...kinda fun
on open house other class had to do paces but we
do traffic control..thats depising us right
then later had napha training...dam tired
after that went home and faster bathe
and boommm i went on the bed and i dream of something
hahas its fun and cute...muahhhahaha dont tell you all
and now my whole body has no strenght even jsut now wake up
i msg someone then i hold the phone the next moment
i drop the phone on my head hahahas

2008-10-28T16:50:00.003+08:00

Today saw alicia and athalie with bangs
hahas quite funny la ...and i thought they
go to shop and cut but they told me they cut
themselves ...alicia one is kinda weird
athalie is ok..suits her hahas...
i think i also want go cut bangs hahas
that time got court i told mr tang my fringe how
then i told him i cut bangs hahas...but in the end never
today lunch time nick abit fierce
cause marc throw the vegetables at his face
then he not happy ...then he flip the plate on the table
and shout hahahs i thought he going to flip at marc face
then later we all no mood eat liao then throw all the food
on the table left the plate empty hahas

2008-10-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY
today in the morning get disturb by nick and justin
phone calls..they were spamming my phone
after i woke up i went to bathe and rush to meet them
lucky i manage to reach there in time..they have just finish
church and i meet them outside the church
then later david chay came and meet us also
then we went to walk walk , play pool
planned to watch movie but in the end no
after pool everybody sian diao...
then slack at some place for awhile before we go
down to bishan to accompany david to cut hair
(also planned to meet celene at her house downstairs but
in the end also never cause i pai seh hahas)
after that we went home ....i reach home around 8 plus
then my house was packed with my brother's friends
and their girlfriends ...they were celebrating my bro friend
b'day..full of noises in the houses..playing manjong so loudly
and they drinking beer...11 plus they went home
and i end up doing all those dishes..
now drinking some drinks hahas cnt tell =)

2008-10-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today morning chat with david chay on the msn
then later went to sleep straight away hahas
i know that im a piggy ..i always in the piggy land
wake up at 2 plus ...then chat on msn with friends on msn
for 1 hour then i went to bathe and my dad fetch
me to aljunied mrt to meet nick justin and david chay
we went to church hahas...david chay is really very serious
when he is in church during the singing he pray
and he gave his life to god...i bless him that he will thank god
no matter what outcome he has because he gave god his life
i can see that he wanted to change...but its very difficult for him
i believe he can do it cause i can also...god bless him
after that four of us went to paya lebar to eat kfc
then very funny...nick want to feed justin colesaw(i dont know how to spell)
then went the spoon came to justin mouth
justin blew it and all splash unto nick ahahahs
it was so funny la and justin take a very long time to eat
i just reach hime about 11.30pm going to midnight le
God Bless Everybody who gives their lives to him and those who doesnt
in other to gaoin trust...

2008-10-24T20:26:00.002+08:00

Reach school at 8 plus..now getting early in school le
feel happy for myself hahas..today went to school
with alot of cereals and 2 packets to sweets...
next time must bring more honey stars
to give friends hahas...the morning start with
getting called by mrs boey into the office..
then i saw david chay in there with his parents
then mrs boey ask me pray for him in the presence of
his parents and her...then i at first was like errrrrr
in the end i also pray hahas...
every break i will bring a cereal out ..i think thats retard
but nvm la get to eat things what=)
school today was as usual nth interesting to blog about
but going to school and experiencing it yourself
is interesting...i getting to love school now
last time i only come 4 days or lesser
but now i will go on friday also lei...every friday mr tang will
expect that i never come one but in the end i got go to school
i love my friends<3

‘Good friends are like stars…
You don’t always see them,
But you know they are always there.

2008-10-23T16:48:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY
went to juvenile court at 9am in the morning
waited and waited for the court to be ready
while waiting , came on many students like me
waiting to be sentence hahas...the court sentence
me and i was like so nervous hahas
then later go lock up below for 8 hours
until my parents come to bail me out for 10k
around 2pm...but they waited and waited until 4pm
i hate the judge .. how i wish the judge was jesus
infront of me ..having mercy on me
when in the lock up ...was making friends which all need
to go boys home for 1 month then come out
re-sentence again..luckily my parents bail me if not
need to shave head hahas..truthfully got did answered my
prayers when i was praying in the locked up...
i pray that my parents would come and bail me
and after few hours ...an officer came and told m
johann you want go out right..wait for few more mintues
then i was too happy la..and i thank god for having mercy
on me haha =) love god...now im able to sleep in peace
until 24 november ...cause my resentence is on 25
praise the lord...for having mercy and giving me chance
THANKS TO THOSE WHO PRAYED FOR ME
GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND IM BLESS TO HAVE SUCH GOOD FRIENDS

TODAY
went t school on time...
went in to the chapel and i was like
WOW!! so many changes..its like i never been to school
for months...the chapel had air-con!!! its was so cool la
school went as per normal..and i love to be in school
and those who prayed for me ..can i have a request
can you all pray for david chay also...he needs god to have mercy
on him...thanks!!

2008-10-21T18:40:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!
omg i cant sleep ..i just keep thinking again and again
i hope god would give me a vision that will happen tml
then i can say good bye to all my friends..
nvm i just have to believe in him and trust him
and thanks to those who pray for me
mr tang, athalie, mr boey, sister shi rui and many more
God bless you guys too...you all are such a good friend
i hope i will return to school tml after going to court

2008-10-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

ATHALIE IS A VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND
NO MATTER WHAT SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU
SHARE THE TROUBLES,ENCOURAGE YOU
THANKS ATHALIE FOR LIFTING UP MY BURDEN
YOU ROCKS!!!

2008-10-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

Whole day never sleep cause going cantonment
in the morning at 11am..meet my officer
then he asked my parents to go in..later they come out
my mum cry then i knew something happen
then he called me in ..he told me that the police want
to settle in court on wednesday..that is 2 days from now
then later go for locked up while waiting for my parents
to bail me...they were drinking coffee lols
then i had my lunch inside cantonment...after that
went to school straight away..told mr tang what happen
and told mrs boey to wrote me a testimony about me
i was very worry then ...plz la i dont want to go in boys home la
i hope god would help me..i wish a miracle would happen
if god help me get probation ...i promise i will change for the better
i been praying from morning until now...i woont stop praying until
the court sentence is over..i trust in you lord ..hope mrs boey write
good things about it...i keep asking her then she just say ..pray about it
hais nvm i cant sleep i cant stop thinking..i miss you guys(vlcs)
you all change my life..make me feel that i love myself
you all keeps encouraging me...if i go in i will not forgt you guys
and make sure you all dont forget me too!!!

2008-10-17T06:24:00.002+08:00

OK i change my skin again now kinda
feel very weird with this skin...so many white
poka dots arhhh one day will faint
but its cute hahahas

2008-10-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

Today went to school with only 1 small bag
never bring any pace cause slacking in class
no mood to do work also..went to school
every gate was close so climb in like what justin
told me ..ok i climb in with my pants that is tight
hahahas dont laugh ...my butts hurts alot la
instead of my pants stretch my butt stretch la
hahas...went in to class sit down in my office
then i was reading the bible ...i was also writing
a apology letter to mrs boey for what happen on
monday ...i disrespect her and scolded a parent
then i was finding a verse in the bible to fit into
the letter hahas..i wanted to pass her straight away
i finish the letter but mr tang said pass to her when i going
home cause if i pass straight away she will talk talk
hahas mr tang so clever...his a great supervisor that understand us
i just so respect him la ...he deserve the respect cause he had hellp
me and in every direction i go...his the best...mr tang rocksss!!
during lunch alot of foul language were passing from here to there
and there to here but not from me ok!!....im innocent hahas
after lunch mrs boey wanted to see me jason justin moses nick mark
and david at her office ....we having a conference about foul language
so she was asking us if we wanted to change...she kept asking me cause
my answer is dont know...i wanted to say yes but want happen on monday
really sadden me alot la ...wanted to change but why keep scolding foul language
and having a bad temper...aiya i just hate myself and my stupid tongue
why why must it be me haiyo...we talk from lunch to after school
that was about almost 1 hour but i keep bitting the straw so my jaw is pain
then later go back class..now its time for mr tang to talk to us...
he just so good la..sometimes we never complete 24 pages he let us go
he take the responsibilty for us when mrs boey asked him
aiya i dont know what to say to him ....he just so good ok!!!

2008-10-13T17:04:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME!!
Ok today is really a very very bad day for
its goes like this .....
morning as usual go to school late
with my hand swollen at the piercing parts
very difficult to write or do anything
after lunch was the start of my bad day
quarrell with mrs boey cause she blame me
for the wrong things , shouted at her very loud
scolded her with many #$^#&$*$(&#@#%$
then after school ..dont know which father
i think is my class the jacob's father
he say dont know thailand got 1 stone
put on the ear will glow then what belly
ask me to buy...$200 then he keep saying
but i keep walking to the toilet
by then i explode then many words came out of
my mouth from the toilet to mrs boey office
is like wth i never see parent sell things inside school
then i keep shouting at him dam loud until i want beat him
he think he so great ahh ..he say go see mrs boey and settle
come la wtf he think i will lose like that
of coz is he lose la sell things from thailand costing $200
in side the house to God..then somemore keep pestering
dam iritating la...i scold him like he like my son like that
#$%&^*)&(*(&^%$)(_)&*%$&%&* the four letters keep coming
out from my mouth until we reach the office...
i told him ehhh i beat your son you dont come blame me la
i told him call police la see who will kena from police
he just dam stupid and something wrong in the mind la
in the end came in say sry...fcuk off la he...
then david at his parents were in the office talking to mrs boey
then he keep asking me to relax then pull me outside
he told me not to say bad words cause his parents were there
then i was ok lor goin talk to mrs boey i did not say and vulgars
later finish david me moses nick mark jason ad mark went
to the bus-stop then ltr the fcuking idiot father came out say sorry
then i say fcuk off la..then he say what sry sry brotherhood
he shake hands with everybody..then david say wa then we form one gang
called stone ...you all know why...cause that father sell stones from
mountains wth i feel like whacking him in the face
but today cannot cause hand pain...but i beat him using my mouth
with vulgars hahahs
im know im wrong for scolding vulgars so loud until the whole whole
know that im scolding and its wrong to scold in school

2008-10-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon
then later rush down to red hill to meet someone
then she help me pierce my hands hahas
so good right..ya she is good
then later went to fajar shopping center
to meet my relatives and parents
went there to eat dinner...the food is nice
hahas of course its nice when im hungry hahas
after that went home and now posting

2008-10-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Today whole day at home sleep until very very
late then at home slack so boring feel like going out
but dont know where to go hahas...
maybe going to stop studying in VLCS liao
or should say nt studying anymore hahas
such a boring life i had arhhh feel like klling myself
straight away la...today heard that joy class
very few people ...but school is fun
love everyone in the sch!!

2008-10-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hello here i go agian...posting so bored
friday nee=ver go school, was helping out at my
new house moving things and cleaning the floor
was so tired the whole day but dont know why
i could not get to sleep at night cause the next
day is saturday and i moving right in
today woke up at 8.30am in the morning
so uncles come and move the furnitures to my new
house ..they were fast la ...over at my new house
full of things only me and my brother room is neat
cause we brought new bed and brought everything lols
now still tired whole body aching to the core...
afternoon came my two relatives and my grand father and
grand mother..at that time the house was pack but now
its clean and neat just left a few minor things only
not used to the bed cause its queen size..can roll
anywhere i want...i know i seems childish la but its fun!!!
so busy theis few days i think dont even have the enegry to
go to school on monday la hahas dam bored...no internet
no phone line wth is going on....but how i using interet now??
of cause is steal people internet connection hahas..
may god forgive me !!

2008-10-02T18:06:00.002+08:00

Today not so much things happen, as usual
late for school reach there about 8.30am
then mrs boey asked me to come at 8am but i
say dont want cause its like so early la for me
two new guys came today, david and mark
both were like my type hahas..but i never mix with
them only moses do...i just stick to my bro(nick)
his the best hahas..i will go with nick matthew isaiah
jeremy jonathan jason jefferey and justin they all
hang out together plus me...so many J's
the J family hahas..quite nice lei lols tml shld tell them
lunch time i send david phua to canteen hahas
after lunch was called by mrs boey to her office
then i send david phua back then i go office
saw moses david jason and mark there...
nick was also called to the office hahas.
then was like after chatting then my cigg was confiscated
mrs boey took 10 sticks and left one for me
then like dam sad la but i thought it was good
cause i know she was helping me to quit
then i took the 10 sticks go to the dust bin
and bend everything into half..
go back to class ...nick me moses and jason
was lecture by mr tang,while david and mark was
waiting outside our class..after lecturing i went straight to
the field near the toilet wanted to play soccer but then
no ball..then moses was following david and mark
then i asked mrs boey can lend me one soccer ball
then she asked where is the 10 sticks of cigg
i told her in the dustbin then she go check
she say very good then lend me a soccer ball..
then later play play play alot people went home
athalie came say she wanted to play soccer
then i wanted to msg my dad then shawn chia
kick the ball hit my face...i was like ok cool down cool down
but not pain lei...i used to it liao la..last time play basketball
and soccer so was liike the ball hit alot of times already la
WHAT MRS BOEY AND MR TANG SAY TO ME NICK
MOSES AND JASON IS REALLY MAKE SENSE
HOPE THEY HAVE LISTEN TO IT FOR IT IS
FOR THEIR OWN GOOD...BLESS THEM

2008-10-01T14:43:00.003+08:00

ATHALIE ROCKS!!!!

ATHALIE AGREES TO WHAT I SAY

YOU ALL KNOW WHY

CAUSE SHE ROCKSSS!!!!!!!

2008-09-25T23:03:00.004+08:00

Today went to school around 9 plus
met someone at 7 eleven,he was there to
buy sweets to eat while i brought Hot Chocolate
drink ^^ i was not feeling well.Its been days
i had been down on flu and cough..yesterday
just had fever..went to school saw alot people
sweeping the floor outside the class hahas
at first i dont know they sweep for what..
in the end is they late for alot of times..
hahas i late for like everyday la then no need
to do anything so good right..coz Mr tang is good
he is understanding lol..then later after school
play soccer then seat infront of celene looking
at her playing the guitar hahas..she like so pro la
hahas better than me lei i think its obviously la
i heard she had to perform for childrens day
i dont know if its true a not but i think so la
cause she look like a child hahas ^^

2008-09-24T16:02:00.002+08:00

SORRY JASON FOR FIGHTING WITH YOU
I HOPE YOU WILL CHANGE...
DONT DO STUPID THINGS AGAIN!!
How i wish i would change,
i tried so hard but in the end
its always the same answer
after fighting with jason
i feel down in my heart..
am i suppose to be like this...
he is my friend but i meant my word that
if he touch frogs i will kill him
when i enter the school , he was the first person
that talk to me..he was like my best best friend
now he kill frogs next time mayb human beings
i just dont want him to be like me
going into the wrong way...
he does not know how bad is boys town or boys home
but i know thats why tried to correct him
but its my fault for correcting him in the bad way
i still remember the first time i in boys town
first day go in fight with 7 people
causing myself to have blue black all over me
have to fight or else be a dog inside..
for me i wont die from the fight
but for him mayb will...
just dont want him to go in the bad way
some things must be experience yourself
so that you know..but now as a friend who knows
i tell him everything..and also having police case
is a bad thing...just hopes nothing happen to him
my parents cried every night praying for me
whe i have police case..they cant sleep well
everytime my officer called ..they cant sleep
cause i have to report back and they scare i
will have something bad happen..
i always thought they are irritating
but they are irritating because they cared
right now right here i going to say sorry
to both jason and my parents
my parents brought me until so big
yet i disobey them..whatever happens to me
they are the first one who help..
and they will never give up for me
TO JASON: study hard , dont be like me
repent nw cause its never too late
put all the bad things that you done away
and nail it on the cross...you will always be
my best friend.
TO EVERYONE IN MY SCHOOL:I WONT SETTLE THINGS IN A VIOLENT WAY
OR BE A VIOLENT GUY ANYMORE!!FROM TODAY ONWARDS

2008-09-24T02:37:00.003+08:00

Its in the morning hahas i just woke up
sorry for those who i never reply msg
cause i 4 plus reach home i sleep until
2.40am that is now hahas..tiredddd!!!!
cause in school play scoccer with eman,
josiah,abel,isaiah and jeremy...dam tired
my first tiring exercise arhh!!! sweat until
like raining hahas...but never mind its good
should play more soccer then i can slim down
now lte liao but dont know why whole family
still awake hahas...

2008-09-20T04:11:00.002+08:00

I'm still awake in the morning hahas
never sleep the whole day hahas
quarrell with parents the whole day too
cause they buy bed never ask me what colour
i want in the end brought some riduculos colour
then my brother get to choose ..what fucking
parents i have sia i dam piss las...
everything also no need ask me..just anyhow buy
wtf is this...i don't care arhh i tell them
if move house i dont have the colour i want
i dont want that bed just throw that away
i just hate them to the core expecially my mum
she sucks cann...my father is ok
now talking to my mei mei(valerie) on msn
just now play audition with fong isaiah and jon
then call macs to eat..then my parents wake up
i scold them again hahas...fucking parents
4 days never go school liao hais
monday and tuesday never go cause too tired liao
wednesday went to school lols
thursday and friday never go cause my mouth below
swollen hahas dont know why...now its the same
i just hate my parents can !!!!! wth i feel like killing them
or shld i say kill my mum can already..
my dad is the best hahas!!!
mum sux....dad best lols
MUM SUX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

2008-09-14T19:25:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8am plus going to be 9am i was at

isaiah house sleeping hahas...saturday after church

i went home bathe then went to isaiah house

cause scare if i at home i cannot wake up and go

to church which is 10am in the morning

isaiah went to church also the same church as me

just for today only i think...i went there for couple of

weeks already i think hahs...we had noodles for

breakfast which is dam full..by the time its 9.30am

we quickly cab down to church at aljunied and the

taxi driver dont know where is aljunied but we dont

care just go inside the taxi...reach the church's new place

which is on the 1st floor must nicer ...last time was on

the 5th floor ...the church is so great full of lightings

and the music is so loud..after church ..slack around we

justin,nick,isaiah and other people..isaiah wanted to

go east coast with the whole church but i cant

my bag is at his house...so i just went to his house to

take my bag and my father come pick me up

isaiah was in east coast already playing soccer..

CHURCH ROCKS!!

GOD WAS IN THE HOUSE!!!!

2008-09-12T19:19:00.003+08:00

I dont know if i dam unlucky or wad
ok from the start when i drop my phone
then go repair next i get back today
after many days of repairing again and again
ok the main point is when i go bathe
i bring my phone along..i put it on top of
the basin later i bathe halfway it drop
then i quickly ran out of the toilet
and used a hair dryer to blow the speaker cause
the speaker got water and when i try playing music
the song sux then i blow it using hair dryer
hais i dont know la now the light got something
wrong dam unlucky sia why why why!!!
arhhhhhh!!!!!! sux la

2008-09-12T18:29:00.002+08:00

Today never go school cause tired

hmm its normal for me friday not to

go school cause in national school i

also never go hahas...i only go school

4 times a week or even 2 times a week

but now i want to go school 5 times

a week but i cant lei everytime come

to friday i dam tired and too tired to walk

hahas...morning wake up chnge blogskin

then later go repair phone agian

thursday just got back but the keypad come

out they never put back but the screen its ok

already...then my dad today morning bring

go back repair then take come back around

11 plus..then i go charge my phone but never

check at all if anything wrong

then later i check ..wth now the touch screen

no light and cannot work at all

and the word cybershot drop off

then i specially go down with my dad

to the sony ericsson ..i almost scold the person

but i only say i want see the manager

in the end waited for 1 hour for my phone

cause special hahas repair 3 times still not

okies finally got back and its okies hahas

MISS MY PHONE AND!!!!

SONY ERICSSON SHOP SUX but the phone ok

2008-09-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY
went home straight away from school
then slack at home then called isaiah
see if can go see his house stay overnight
cause dont want to late for school again
in the end i went to his house with a heavy bag
he was using my laptop playing games
while i 10 plus i fell asleep already
it was the first time i sleep so early hurray!!

TODAY
woke up around 5.30 plus then went to
bathe..i was still at isaiah's house
then later his dad fetch isaiah's brother
and mei mei to school then i and isaiah
was sleepin the car ..reach school 6.55am
and it was also the first time i went to school
so damm early hahas ..see him playing songs
then later abel was talking about passion
then those who want to have a new life or
what i forget already hahas...
it took me quite a long time to go infront
cause there was something pulling me
then later pastor irene pray for me
and mr tang was behind praying in tongues
for me he told me to say in my heart "lord
for all the bad things i done in the past
i want to nail at the cross now"
then i was about to cry cause the feeling
its so overwhelming after praying
i almost fainted hahas i also dont know why
but indeed its a great opportunity
GOD IS GREAT!!

2008-09-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY
When to school at 8 plus eating oreo
on the way to school hahas
fong today never come brought so
many things then want share
haha...after school went straight home
went to sleep immediately at 4 plus
woke up 12 midnight just on time
but still very tired hahas
dont know how many hours of
sleep then i will not tired
i think dont have barhs...
cause if yo sleep more the more you
get tired..if you sleep less also tired
hais dont know what to do
we never contact for days

2008-09-08T15:47:00.002+08:00

Whole day never sleep..waited for
time to go school so meet friends outside
and slack until 7 plus then i go home
play computer then go school
as usual went to school very late
had a change of places today
from the front to the back with jason
just a 1 meter away from me
i only can say"i could not concentrate"
hahas..i still miss my old place lols
hmmm 12.30 went for lunch
i didnt know that school will end at
2pm..it was like so late lor
but never mind la study more la lols
today ask my dad to bring my phone
go repair cause the glass all broke
then i forget to save my phone contacts
to sim card ..i realise that went i reach home
and realise that when i was in the toilet hahas!!

2008-09-08T02:41:00.002+08:00

SUNDAY
Last night was not at home..went
out with daniel and hui min ..
went to taman over there
meet their friends and play game
cause it was a LAN gameing shop
play until 11pm in the morning then
went back home to sleep ..
unexpectedly,i sleep until 12 something
midnight hahas ..can say that i like
a pig hahas...so could not get to sleep
now and there in the morning which is monday
which is now !! 2am going to 3 am
i just watch finish a movie online and right
here posting !!

2008-09-06T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hmm today wake up at 1pm..
woke up by a person who called me
then went to bath and went to church
meet nick at mrt station then later
meet alicia kimberly jamie and angel
at the station outside went to church
about 3.30pm and 5 plus church started
before that eat ice-cream hahs
then andy challenge who can drink the faster
then i won hahas then i forget who say
wah you everytime go clubbing drink rite hahas
church started as normal--sing song
i sing so loud hahas and like put my whole
heart into worshipping God
then after that play play playthen went home...
i love church hope i wont get scolded for this post
like going to church for the wrong reason hahas
i love church!!!=)
When i reach Boon Lay mrt station
my phone drop on the floor ...my hands is so slippery
cause of the heavy rain and soon
it drop causing my whole screen to crack
come on man its sony ericsson c902 man
who drop also wll heart pain rite hahas

2008-09-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday sleep at 6 plus coz watch movie
and help isaiah do his blog hahas
today woke up at 5 plus dam late lei
first time so late wake up hahas
isaiah's mum told me to sleep early
everyday then can lose weight but in
the end i sleep later and later..mayb put
on weight lols..tml going to germaine
church agn ..i love their church
i had fun this few das but i guess
my homework is waiting for me
but yet is still as white as toilet paper!!

2008-09-04T11:52:00.003+08:00

TUESDAY

went out with isaiah pam fong jamie kimberly and elisha

meet at plaza sing first then go buy movie ticket

i meet isaiah first then i and him go drink starbucks the drink

then ltr meet fong and they all...watch WALL E

fong was slping on two chairs and me slping on my chair

others was watching lols..after that go macs eat and blog

then later go cathay to find augustin...

then later i fong and isaiah went to pennisula

to shop ...i go see my tattoo friend hahas

then fong brought 1 belt and 1 three-quater pants

later cab back to tampanies--isaiah house

i was sick thats why go his house i immediately slp

then fong use the laptop..isaiah went to tampanies mart

to buy kfc for me and fong ahhahas he so great right lols

then at night camwhore dam funny and isaiah watch

Dr dolittle 3 but me and fong went to slp ahas

WEDNESDAY

wake up around 12 plus or 1 plus dunno

then me fong and isaiah went to CRYSTAL

condo to play pool hahas...then took some pictures

again ...then play pool was so funny the table was

quite small same as the one in boys town hahas

then play until 10 plus my parents dont want

fetch me home then i had to stay at isaiah house

another day hahas we totally sleep hahaas

so tired hahas

2008-09-04T00:09:00.001+08:00

more pictures will be uploaded tml due to my bluetooth got problem hahas see ya guys

2008-09-02T16:08:00.002+08:00

Whole day never sleep just to go out to
plaza sing with Fong,Isaiah and Pamela
called fong at 8 plus see if he wake up already
unexpectedly he woke up so early hahas
then tell him about some things ...
later 9 plus called Isaiah ..he not yet wake up
then i think i fell asleep ahaha until 10 plus
got some miss called and some msges
then i quickly bathe and go out hahas
meet isaiah first then later came fong ,
pam,kimberly..and elisha i dunno what name
some pictures will be post tonight hahas
when i go isaiah's house hmmm
later when to play pool...te gas never come
we brought movies tickets for six people
then later jamie came tt means 7 people
fong forget to buy one extra ticket
ten we go to the golden village counter
ask if can buy a ticket that will be sitting next
to us...hmmm then we get to hab a sit
...movie quite boring hahas fong slp i also
slp...later went shopping hahas at couple labs
see you all tonight!!!!!!

2008-09-01T15:02:00.003+08:00

haha matthew's photo at his church
took for him a pic acting cool but
indeed he is cool danicng hip-hop
and playing the drums he looks
so cool
Hmmm today never go out cause of
jeremy again evertime also him hahahs
can you wake up earlier pls...everytme
spoil my day hahahs..still say i and you
got problems of waking up haha
plan to play pool with jon and jeremy today
but because of jeremy late wake up at 2 pm
which is very late already plus me and jon
if go his house there must take an hour
and jeremy plan to meet us at 5 or 6pm
so late already lei lols then slack at home
find music , slp, watch movie and msn
quite bored cause everyday it is the same
for me theres nothing new lols and nthing
interesting about my life .....just normal
hmmm why school holidays.!!! i wan go
school and study hahas then got something to
do marhs at home like want to die like that
keep on rolling on the bed one day will fall down
so much boredom hais...lalalala
now listening to music and posting hais
go friend house also bored at home also bored
so what should i do man hais..arh!!!!!
God gib me something to do plz??

2008-09-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

Sunday
Today do nothing much at home...watch movie
slp and nothing else hahas wanted to go
damian house but he never pick up call or
reply msges that i send him so i sleep
i wake up around 8 pm then he call me
then i go his house play WII and use my
own laptop but his house dont know why cannot
connect to his internet so very bored..
then play play play until 2 plus then went home
and bathe again the here posting hahas
dont know tml want go play pool with jeremy anot
must see he can wake up early ..if not cannot play
everytime go out he latest wake up..in the end
very late liao then no time hahas!!

2008-08-30T23:25:00.003+08:00

Today wake up at 12 plus i think so then my head
very very pain coz i was drunk that time
1 plus i went to queensway brought 1 shirt and one jeans
that already cost me 100 plus hahas just to wear go church
meet moses and nick at aljunied mrt then waiting for pam too
but pam very slow in the end father fetch her to the church
instead of meeting us at aljunied mrt
then later jason and celene came hahaha!!!
then we 5 went to germaine/matthew church
the church was small but it was fun and rock man!!
i love it ..i never see a church like this before so cool
everybody went to the front and jump hahaas
but i did not hahaas celene jump everytime like very fun
alot of the VLCS went there hahas...i will be back for more
in that church its so fun can ...meet some new friends introduced by
matthew and there we were laughing and joking about some
moses and food thiny hahas dam funny all started by jason
then moses was very du lan hahahs
church was going to end at 8.30 then people keep wanting
the last song dont know until when keep on last song last
song but that shows they are very keen in god and wan
praise the lord hahas after church walk to mrt station
with moses nick celene jamie and one more person
then i sent someone home with an extra lightbulb(moses)
hahas hmm then after that i went home by myself so lonely
hahas i really had a great time at germaine/matthew church
its was so fun indeed ...i think that was the best church
i went hahas i advise you peopl out there to go too
rock and roll songs is wonderful jumping in the air
and laughing with joy !!!!

2008-08-30T03:11:00.002+08:00

just reach home from friend house
mum dont let me go out but i take my keys
which she kept it from me then i just go out
she dont know by then she slping already
coz she dont let me go matthew's church
she only want me go back to my old church
i wan go matthew church coz someone is going too
then i just came home after i left home at 8 plus
i drank 2 bottles of beer and then i drunk
sorry to those i say iloveyou when msging
with you all hahahs i think so i said that
i dunno la hahas just drank and i forget everything
came home just vomit one time then okies liao
i slp at my friend house but got play game too
dont feel like going home...i used to shout at them
mayb its my retribution for not going out
i try to be a good kid to them ..sometimes i will
but sometimes i dont...its just on and off
i dont know what i doing im just drunk
and roaming the streets i think so
tts all i can rmb only hahass
sorry to those who is worry!!!im very very sorry

2008-08-29T14:31:00.002+08:00

Today never go school not feeling well
at that time of point so i continue
slping and dreaming hahas
wake up at 12 plus in the afternoon
im quite a pig rite hahahas
today is teacher's day should go school
and have some fun lor instead of slping everyday
my dad also sick too he have gum infection
the mouth like gib somebody beat like that
because of smoking thats why he have gum infection
guess that i stopped already coz from morning until now
still not yet smoke but the hardest point is
at night hahas...feel like slping again
the weather is so good man ...

2008-08-28T16:16:00.003+08:00

Another bad day at school hais
morning wake up late and its raining
then went to school around 8.30
doin my pace work for 2 hours
after that 10.30 me moses and justin had
to do cleaning all over the school coz of some
smoking things hais i swear to God i wont smoke
anymore if not i will have alot of trouble
coming up for me hahas and anyway i promise that
someone that i will not smoke after today already
then me moses will like cleaning the window
justin was mopping the floor ...
break time alot people see lei very dam
embarassed hahas but its my fault causing myself
to be a laughting stock..germaine was saying
i see your potential and the future in you
is like wth..then when we clean the mrs boey office window
she say next time she no need employ any cleaners
next time we do can already lol
then after sometime we were cleaning until almost 1pm
going to end of school ..but mr ong scold me moses and justin
he was shouting at us..hais i feel like walking out of
the school and quit i canttake it anymore
but i rmb what he use to say to me thats why never walk out
i dont know its his last day today yet we still made him
very angry and hot he was like bursting into angers
i can somemore imagine the flame all over his head and
shoulder hahas but i should take it seriously
then nick today come to school
whole day never talk to him in school then alot people
was talking about us fightning or dont know what
some go ask celene and told her was fighting over her
but thats is not the truth they are rumors man
then end of school go canteen eat..mr ong can over and tok
to us agian then i told him sometimes my attitude dont know
why good and sometimes bad i just cant control
then i told him its obviously not what i wan
i quite sad hahas..hmmm mayb his words woke me up
i dont need time to change not even 1 month
i can change immediately rite ..!!
learn a lesson today and will never repeat again

Today last day smoking coz
promises sister to quit after today
i can do it rite hahas of coz i can
dont want to let everybody down
and to create a bad image of myself

2008-08-27T16:04:00.006+08:00

Today morning meet justin at second coffee shop
then i eat noodles then went he came i look at him
then went back to eat my noodle but the sauce just
make unto my shirt hahas dam unlucky sia
then we go void deck below play soccer hahas
then i kick the ball into the dont know so called"long gang" in hokkien
then i go down take in the end the ball dont know drift
until where and ending up my shoes and pains were
wet also dont know if justin made me unlucky or what
after that go school then meet moses i tell both of them
today i go school comfirm will quarrell with someone
cause dam unlucky at the start of the morning liao
but later go school first break was called to mrs boey office
along with germaine,moses and justin
turn out that i quarrell with her hahahs over such stupid things
i dont feel like saying coz its just so stupid la
she say to jason about something coz he go through
the door instead from his class one
then in the end he also get scolded.....
mrs boey said to him tt his days are number
and said to me i got many new students want to come to the school
tt means we two days are going to number if we
continue in our ways = expelled
then i tell her i anything one..she dont want accept me
i can just go ....after quarrelling go back to class
hais another thing happen again
mr tang went to see mrs boey i think is about
nick thing but turn out mrs boey ask mr tang
why the students are eating lolipops in school
then she want mr tang to stop people from eating
then i was like dam piss off lor...then nvm
i told mr tang can go boys toilet eat what
then he say also can mrs boey wont find out hahas
i was told to write the"hearts journal" to my parents
saying that i never respect mrs boey all those things la
but the first sentence is i never respect mrs boey
then from there on i wrote alot of disagreement to her
and complain about her hahas
mr tang was like talking the whole day to me
telling me alot of things that make sense
after school was raining so heavily then me moses
justin jason isaiah ran out of school
wanted to go home but instead run back agn
whole body really like wet chicken like that hahas
3 plus my dad come fetch me home!!hahas
then was here posting
today brought many lolipops but could not finish hahas
still have now

i dont really want to quarrell with her
i just want a peaceful life ,but why cant
why cant i just stop all those nonsence
and start working hard and feeding my new self
with god's word...johann what happen to you
recently..what are you having on your mind
i pray hard everyday but still no use
i try all ways still come to fail
am i hopeless or useless..which one
should describe me or even both
to people out there dont be like me
repent and ask god forgive your sins
for he have forgiven mine...its never too
late to repent and come forward to know him
his kingdom welcomes you..

2008-08-26T16:11:00.003+08:00

Today woke up 6 plus omg its so early fo me can
first time i woke up so early ...suppose to meet
jeremy and isaiah in the morning but turn out
they cannot come out from the school hahas
so i was walking from coffee shop 1 to 7 11
to buy something then i buy finish i walk back saw
justin at one chair relaxing hahas then i go over
hahas pei him talk talk then later we walk to school
was happen to see moses and matthew also late
they come from the car park while me and justin
from the back gate of the school
nick never come today agn arhhh!!!!
dont want talk about him made my blood boil
i one day comfirm will beat him one
he just dont learn his lesson or learn from mine
arhh!!nvm drop the topic
in school alot of stupid things happen just that jeremy was
very very sad today haisss
and i took almost 3 hours to do one pace test
which is a science test 1086 then after school
i saw mr tang mark alot of wrong lei
omg i going to redo the whole pace again
then he say he not goin to write the marks
when i standing next to him
cause he want me go home hahas
then ian which is mrs lim's son
wore mrs valluvan shoe hahas
then athalie was like keep asking him to take off
the shoes cause he is not a girl...
wow!! im surprise man just few minutes
he took off the shoes and listen to athalie
then i went home after that
before i went home i told mr tang to give me
my science pace then i can redo again
then he was like cannot hahas
then its okies i told him to msg me at night
to tell me my scores for the science
he ask me to pray hard that it wont fail hahas
somemore say must kneel down and pray
hais really hope i wont fail if not i dam crazy
i somemore told him tml first thing in the morning
dont tell me to erase pace i comfirm will go crazy
i told him if want to tell me after school tell me
hhaas then i can bring go home erase !!!xD

2008-08-25T16:38:00.004+08:00

Today went to school at 9 plus agn
brought 3 rolls of oreos and many lolipops
cant finish the oreos hahas dam too many already
then keep on eat lolipops in class
today complete my goals very early
then i was like playing around in class
dam bored lor nth to do lei
hahas now everyday must pin up my hair
mayb i look dam girly lor hahas
today i offer shi rui oreo
then she was like dun wan then in the end laughing
i did 14 paces in term 3 hahas
its like quite along to me but mr tang wan me do more
the most is jamie 29 paces wth so many
will die one you know hahas
then after school go buy bubble tea
then went back to school slackinig and focusing on
my oreos agn and agn hahas its like so sian everytime
eat same thing mayb shld cut down on food and grow thin hahas
and i saw nick hand was full of cuts hahas
dont really know why he did that haiis

2008-08-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

Today sleep until 10 plus wake up then
go bath and go out of house hahas
meet isaiah at tampanies mall i went there
early so went shopping around the mall and
brought a handphone case for my phone which
looks dam cool and went to golden village to
collect my membership card hahas which looks
like a popcorn hahas after that isaiah come with
mario then we go walk walk then go tampanies mart
which is near to isaiah house..
went there to eat kfc hahas...we brought 2 buddy meal
which is 4 person eating but we only have 3 person
so i solo eating 1 buddy meal which after that
i cannot even walk..i take slow steps
then went to isaiah house to do pace work
but he go to church ..his mum let us stay there
then i and mario was like so boring and we went to slp
while isaiah's bro was watching some movies in my
laptop that make him laugh like one idoit
it woke me up from my slp then i was like wth
after that isaiah msg me say that cannot ton at his house
so i anything one ..we wait for him to come back
then go mart eat mac after that i went home by cab
i swear not to take cab on rainy days man and mayb
not to take a cab home agian...it was like
theres too many accidents on the way home
Firstly , there was 5 cars collided with each other
after that the cab was travelling so dam fast that my
head was like goin to and fro making me headache
there goes agn ...ANOTHERACCIDENT!!!OMG
3 cars collided agn which the back car has the glass
all shattered into pieces on the road
after escaping from that..the cab goes into his fomula 1
racing mode again..and i feel like vomitting coz i just eaten
the driver was going so fast like my life is his like that
but i had a quite fun time experiencing the fomula 1
my whole body was shaking to where it goes
i can feel my head is like going to drop off anytime
after that i reach home safetly without any crash hahas
went home bath and here posting about my day
actually isaiah,me,jeremy and alicia was suppose to
watch movie and play pool today but the jeremy
because of the rain dont want to come to tampaines mall
alicia also never come so me isaiah and mario went
to play the arcade hahas..i was playing intial D
then they was beside me cheering for me hahas
i used to play alot on that game cause last time when i
was a gangster i was sticking to arcade everyday
that means my life is in arcade=NO LIFE
lols but now i miss that game so i play hahas
the funny thing was that when we went to
eat dinner at macs just about to sit down
i heard a mum calling his child johann
but i not sure..after that she call her child
more clearly and louder that make me
so sure that her child is johann too
im so suprised that theres another person
called johann i never thought of that
before hahahs lols =)

And i promise someone to quit smoking
i wan to quit but i tried so many time
its still have the temptation..i pray too
for help.I WILL QUIT..johann you can do it!

2008-08-22T16:42:00.003+08:00

Today meet jeremy at coffee shop
then go supermarket to buy lolipops
and 2 oreos to eat in school
nth really happen much in school
just that alot people never come today
then person whom i turn around and see her smile
also never come dam sad lor without her
after school eat with mr ong jeremy justin and jason
then go outside school found one ball
then we play like hell sia
the ball keep droping into the big drain then
jason went down to take hahahs
after that i and jason go school play
while justin and jeremy doin their pace work
then i shoot one ball at a lady who is a helper
at the st.clare sia
i shoot at her important part but not below la
dam funny sia i tell her sorry she sae its okies
hahahahas i and jason laugh like hell
we play until like we just come back from swimming
then later i went home very tired

2008-08-21T21:02:00.003+08:00

Today same time went to school with heavy leags
hahas i was totally tired how i wish i could sleep more
during school time nth really happen
but after school i was dam tired,mrs boey ask us to
move the rock and stones the flower pots and put drains
along the hole dam heavy can
and its like im the only one moving the rock only lor
i think i did strain my back ..now very pain
its was so long time that i move heavy things already
never expect to move all those rocks
after moving i go out buy bubble tea
my whole uniform and pe attire was soaking wet
then i ask mrs boey for a new uniform
went out of school to buy bubble teas
brought one for her but she got sore throat
so sad hahahas then nick help pam and her friends buy
then continue moving things agian hais
then ask my father fetch me home coz i was wet
i was too tired i went home slp and i now just
wake up only

2008-08-21T02:38:00.002+08:00

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)I will be there
Don't ever let therebe a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you

2008-08-20T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hais today never go school i woke up at 8am
that is my usual time then i go bath i wear my
p.e attire and i felll asleep hahas i was kidda
very tired dam tired to even walk hahas
but certainly i miss school hahahas
its was quite fun and can hang out with friends
and seee her tooo!!!
but just could not wake up or even walk
i woke up at 2pm and now posting
you all may say im a pig hahahas
but i guess you all more pig..i never even
sleep everyday can ..im doing my homework
watch movie ..blogging all things
how i wish the hours in days are longer
then i can have a longer sleep
last night sleep at 4am in the morning

2008-08-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

Today went to school as per normal
reach school 10 plus
take mrt to school today coz late
then went to aljunied mrt station cab down to
school hahahs in order not to waste time
wth mr tang today never give me mop the floor
then he say wash toilet hahas
then i say okies quite fun what hahas
then he said hais cannot give you wash
toilet later got chaos ahahahs
after school went to school canteen and eat
the another stall was somehow ok
spend 12 dollars on eating hahaas
then go outside the school walk walk
when want to go outside i was infront
all those guys who usually together
then when want turn to the toilet
saw something hahahas
then i never turn to toilet
in fact i walk back behind nick they all
ahh shit forget to wave to her
dam sad luhhs lols.......
after that come back to school
cause nothing to do dam bored
i hate cristian man..he sucks
wth he was doin word building
then he print his score
but what the problem at looking his score
i feel like beating him sia
then i tell him i want whack him
then he said if i whack him
he whack me back...wth
he what size only sia and how short
i put my hand on his head he also cannot touch
me lor ...just now really feel like whacking him
give him learn something
is this a way how you talk to your older ones
its totally disrespectful
that time give him chance cause mrs boey
ask him to say sorry to me
but this time i dam piss offf
hais everyone i dont really know
what has happened to the altitude inside of me
it came back again when the start of the school
until monday i've been controlling
monday i shout at aaron infront of whole class
then today want beat people
and thanks nick for pa seh us after school
when moses and i was in class
i hope you know where and what you were doin
i not goin to say out or what
hope you change and forcused on one person
can be like me anot!!!!!!

2008-08-18T15:59:00.002+08:00

Today in the morning very funny
mrs boey was singing her song out of tune
and i was like taking my ear piece out listening
to my own songs that is much more better
then went back to class..Mrs lim shouted
wah i was stunned can hahas
then she ask us to take out our bible
then read to her
she asked aaron to read first
then he was like giving alot of reasons
and wasteing alot of times
come on la we still have alot of work to do lei
then i started to shout at him
"eh cb you wan faster read anot"
then it was like faith class look at me hahahs
then mrs lim told me she cannot accept
this type of language but i dont care
coz i really cant stand him anymore
i juz exploded out of no where
then mr tang was not here today he
came about 10am plus hahahs
then we all like keep asking him should go home
rest but for mrs lim its hard for her to be 1 person
managing herself from the start
then mr tang tell me that wah you hokkien language
very good hor this morning
then i ask him how he know
then i ask mrs lim you did him right
mr tang told me that you shout until so loud
everybody knows la but he never do anything
juz talk to me about some HABIT thingy
then after school went to buy bubble tea for
someone and myself hahahs
went back to school that someone tell me thank you
hahahas once in a life time

2008-08-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today woke up at 1 plus
meet damian then went to jurong point
helped him buy cigg then go eat
met valerie at MOS burger
then wait for seats hahahas
then valerie eat dam slow lor
muz wait for dunno !)(&&@^*@^&() ages to finish
then damian and valerie went library
i went straight home
then nick sms me sae can cut same hair as me
then i was like no!!!!
his hair is so short how to cut hahas
then now at here post
i called mac to eat
i called for my brother too
but in the end scolding me sae i very rich
hahahas then my mother wake up hear our
conversations he at there laugh

2008-08-16T17:20:00.004+08:00

Batman to the rescue!!!!
what a "gong" face
Me and fong
jeremy and isaiah with his brother acting cute
haha i was kidda fierce!!!wont happen agn
goin to laser tis one!!!!
He was dam funny

He did not expect me to do the same thing

Yesterday night went to isaiah's house again

meet him at tampanies mart then go play lan

met mario at there ...playing dota

i at there watch them play kidda bored

the funny thing was aftet that we went to kfc

where mario n isaiah used to work

then the manager dont gib up refill water

mario went in and take chicken to eat

then we all run away

later we go back refill the water and ran again

time passes so quickly then we went to isaiah house

mario never go lols

went to isaiah house play guitar

then download some movies to watch

then settle somethings for alicia

very lame hahas jeremy was toking on dha phone with me

and someone and someone when i and jeremy was together

at isaiah house very lols after that we called macs to eat

very hungryy!!!!!

then continue watching shows and soon

i was the first to sleep

last saturday was jeremy yesterday was meee

morning wake up very late

wanted to go watch movie with alicia

but in the end everyone felt bored so dont want to go le

then download movies watch to kill time

ltr i went home while isaiah jeremy and mario went

to tampanies mart to play lan again

i went home in mrt

now quarrelling with my mom

but after awhile very peaceful

you know why?

coz she went to church and im only one at home!!

yay!!! hahahas so fun

2008-08-15T17:23:00.002+08:00

Today late for school again
late wake up hahahs
nothing really happen in school today
i was so bored
when can i talk to her again
we are like strangers now!!!!
i miss the times
i hope everything was fine for her
i want to protect her hahas

2008-08-14T17:51:00.003+08:00

is this ethan??hahahs

Today nothing much happen in school
i reach school by 9 plus and then was drag
into the room while others was having their break
i was drag by mr tang and he told me about the
coffee shope thing..i think he told me n kenneth only
after school was told that the coffee shop appeared to
have the same gang people
then me matthew nick and isaiah sit together
then matthew was asking alot of question
then i keep answering with got fork can already
after got one ah lian asked for germaine no.
she sae dun hab phone when she was holding on to two phones
hahahas after that the gang went over to another coffee shop
i was worrying for 1 gal hahas (dont guess)
i scare she cry hahahaahs
but never mind then went to bubble tea shop with justin n isaiah
after that went back to school read a book given by Mrs V
she quite ok after all at first used to hate her but now no already
at school slack until 4 then go home
nick mum send me to paya lebar mrt station
so i went home from there!!!!

2008-08-13T17:39:00.003+08:00

Today late for school!!
In the morning pass Mrs Boey my assignment
then she say very good
after that i went back to my office
i went up to the scoring station
then i cant expect her to annouce to the whole class
that i did a very good job!lols
i was like totally embarassed lei
in front of two class she annouce my name
arhh!!!!!!!
after that theres two siao kia quarrelling
one is moses and one is nick
they want to fight hahas
then Mr Ong talk to nick
when nick was returning to his seat
he heard me saying that he crying
in fact it not to him is to germaine hahas
then i shout at him !!!cfm dam pai sei one
i really hoped he understand
because of one gal he want to fight with moses
i used to hab that situation but no fighting
juz willing to die for her
but after that time when i at home
i think about it already
i told him to think about it
jus for one gal does it worth
do she even care about it!!No right so obvious
my lesson i have learned already
but his i think not yet
theres still a long way for us to change
including me..i still have a long way and long road
to completely changed..
im halfway through my goal
i cannot stop , i have to keep moving on
every worrys are just a problem for you
its just make you wanna stop your journey to the goal
its obviously satan putting thoughts into us
OMG am i so holy? ahahas

2008-08-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored arhhhhhh
today went to school as normal
nothing much happen during school
but alot of things happen after school
the gals went to a coffee shop
then got one gal that is along with some gangsters
ask them for number..
the gal say made friends and i cant believe alicia they
all went to give their number
after that then they cry
but its not funny..mayb they never see the outside
world is about..
alot ppl blame me y never protect them
wah i veri good already lor
i call my friend come down
they say okies then i scold them siao
so far then somemore bring so many ppl come down
by the time its too late already
isaiah said im ultraman why never protect hahas
if im realli ultraman then gang now all no more le

2008-08-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 11 plus
my parents went to ERA
to sign document for moving hse
then come back fetch me and my
brother to queensway shopping centre
whole family went there
i went there to buy clothes and shorts
brought two shorts and two polo-tee
over $100 plus haha
after that went home
then sleep a little bit
then do my pace work and watching tv
ltr at night must do bible journal hais
im so bored !!!
rotting at home nowadays hahas

2008-08-10T11:58:00.002+08:00

Jeremy acting cute!
Isaiah,jeremy and ultra-man !

Yesterday night went to isaiah'hse to ton
jeremy was at there too hahas
was quite fun ...
i was learning how to play the guitar hahas
then later we watch video in my laptop
veri funny and disgusting hahas
then we call macdonald
eat finish go back watch again
alot things happened there lols
i went to his hse was like 11pm i leave my
hse which is at Boon Lay i took cab to tampanies
theres really too far for me lols
isaiah dun believe i came
in the end i reach there already that was about 11 plus goin
to 12 like that
we play and talk until 4 plus
and jeremy went to slp
then he was talking in his sleep hahas
i gonna kill jeremy and isaiah
then made a song about me
then isaiah made his blog while i was watching him doin it
his house was full of fishes
after that we and him went to slp also
morning wake up that is today
eat breakfast then slack in his house for awhile
while his family go to church
after that i went home but this time
no more cab already hahas

2008-08-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

mi and matthew xD

Today went to school in red hahas
playing some cup games with the team
it was quite fun indeed
n moses was like johann why so slow
its does not matter to me
what is important is i had fun hahas
after that there was a show acted by
st.clare student
got one actor really know how to act
hahas he was funny
then all of a sudden mrs valluvan
come over and tell me something
she said"johann i noticed some changes in you'
i only remembered this sentence hahas
hmmm i was quite happy
after that we went off to breakthru mission
the people there had alot of tattoos
but we cannot judge them by its cover
they are kind they changed
they used to take drugs in the 70s n
go in out of prison many times
but they repented
some of them were talented
like one who knew how to draw so nice
better then any artist i saw
then jonah was like bully me when we doin praise n worship
at there..
he was so cute hahas
but never mind i just give him beat
cause he was having fun lols
time to say goodbye we head off to school
then from there i went home to sleep hahas
i had a very fun day ...i learn alot of things
that really made me want to change
made me wan to encounted with God
its time to changed before its too late
johann push yourself harder!!

2008-08-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hais each day is getting tired n more tired
after school went to eat then slack
then went back to sch to pei jeremy
i was playing with Ethan hahas
he so cute can
keep on call me johann korh korh
then he play my phone
take alot of pictures but i delete le
school was still the same
morning ran 4 rounds for p.e
first time go lei hahas
then i realise my stamina really sucks
cannot smoke already la
now getting scolded from athalie because
of my language alot of ##$%@^@%@^&@^*

2008-08-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

School started as normal days
theres really nothing to do
very boring hais,after school i go smoke
then i go eat with some friends
after eating i go back to school with isaiah
ad nicholas..
we went into class and talk to mr tang but
later was called out by mrs boey to do
gardening lol
helping pastor irene to do
hmmm it was quite fun for me
hahas...
after that i played soccer with isaiah,jeremy and matthew
and that matthew i not gonna forget him
he made the fun out of me
hmmm it ws quite funny indeed
later when home bath n fall asleep
now just wake up n post =)
not sleeping again tonight
because have to do pace work agian
arhh!!!!!

2008-08-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

Today went to school as uasual
nothing happen recently
living my life normally
today whole day i've been shouting
at moses hahas
then when starting of school the first sentence
i heard when i was collecting phone was from
alicia !!!! you said to me
"why you dye your hair,you look so beng"
then after sometime, i heard from her again
"johann, dont beng in school"
hahas ty alicia lols
after school stay back ate with mr tang and nick
hahas was quite funny
nicholas brought sprite to drink
coz mrs boey only said no coke hahas
but can drink coke zero coke light coke lime hahas
hais brought home two paces of work to do
muz complete alot
but i just wake up only
very tired !!
i must get back to my normal life
slp at 10pm lols!!
ok so how alicia and athalie has my
words improve??? hahahahs

2008-08-03T15:54:00.004+08:00

So long since my last post
friday manage to go sch
it was great
but many supervisors were
disappointed with mi hais
mayb i let them down
i gib them promises but i nbber done it
i promise them next wednesday i wil
hab my p.e and im sure i will
keep that promise
nth happen much over te week
juz stay at home frm monday to thursday
n went to sch on friday
it was tough fer mii
but i hab to faceit like a man
mr tang told mii that God created mi
is to help others
then he told mii its up to mi wan to believe anot
but wad he telling is the truth
okay i choose to believe but i cant expect
a so called "ah beng" can go round helping
others =)
im helping moses now hope tt he will change
i noe he does not hab many friends in sch
but i hope after he change
i hope u guys realli go n noticed tt he is changed
n made friends with him
he told mi tt he is trying so hard to change
but cant ....but i told him not to gib up
i also nbber gibing up changing myelf
i dun wan be an"ah beng" anymore
friday mrs boey asked pastor irene to tok
to mi n nick
n other things was mr tang wan to hab lunch with mi n nick
so therefore 4 of us went to the sch canteen
at there tok tok tok tok
i almost fell asleep hahs
in life theres up n down
we cnt run away frm problem
coz it may turn t ue agn
juz hab to face it but dun escape
juz encounted with the problem like a man
even if ue fall down
pick urself up on ur own immediately
nbber fail to be a God's child
I will nbber rmb wad mr tang told mi since day 1
his words has changed mi
his own encounted has draw mi near to God
i wan to be like him
expereince God myself
i juz hab to change
my anger,my altitude,my speech and the way i walk
mrs boey wan teach mi how to walk
hahas tt quite fun
but dunno when she goin to teach hahas

2008-07-29T13:54:00.003+08:00

Im rotting at hm hahas
nbber go sch hais
i juz wan to sae sry to everyone
coz i disappointed them
i need to think bout things
yesterdae almost quit sch
while toking to mrs boey
keep on shout with her then
she shout back
then i sol vulgar to her
then she sae 'STOP IT JOHANN'
tis is the hse of God
hais i yesterdae in her office
little bit crazy
hahas ue can ask nick bout the
situation ,was quite funny
than after tt mr tang come tok to mii
coz i respect him the most
he taught miies bout encounter,escape and
one more i 4get already
its has it meanings
then after tt he leave it to mii
n mrs boey tok agn
then she ask mii wad i wan
i sae i wan go home
okies
then sh sae ue may go
i realli hab no mood in the morning already
i nbber even do any of my pace
the sch is not my place
not a place wher i shld be
mayb shld juz end everyting??
i dunno i veri stress

2008-07-28T16:57:00.002+08:00

I DUN WAN TO TOK BOUT WAD
HAPPEN TODAE!!!ITS JUZ FUCK
sch juz ended fer miies juz
liddat...11plus walk out of sch
and then when home slp

2008-07-28T03:48:00.002+08:00

Hais in the morning cnt slp so post
about sth happened when i try to
slp hahas!!!i was totally stun
i guess i brought is a jumping
hamster hahas he juz get out
container hahas
but it was dam tall
now i was observing it keep
on jumping out
wah i damm stun lor
she still trying to get out
alot of times liao but each time
she hang i put it down hahas
she like veri hyer lei juz
now slp too muz liao
now jumo like fuck hahas

2008-07-27T14:44:00.003+08:00

Arhhhhh!!!!!!!
i rotting at hm now
really veri veri bored!!
the onli thing i could do was playing with
my hamster..
hais but it also slping now
when i slp it also slp hais
i hate sunday n saturday arhh
the worst day of my life man!!
tml hab sch dunno wan to go anot
hais god help miies plz!
if saturday n sunday keep goin on like
tis i cfm will brk down derh
gib miies something to do
nth happen interesting in my life
ppl saturday n sunday go out
yet i at home everydae
theres no place to go
where ar all my friends lols
nbm i go back to slp now
good nitex xD

2008-07-26T19:51:00.005+08:00

Hais realli a boring dae fer miies
whole dae at hm arhh!!!!
wan to die liao las
in the morning went to buy hamster's food
n some items fer it
afternoon went to clementi to buy
hamster hahas !!!xD
reach home then i keep on play
then ltr it slp liao
mayb veri tired hahas
i realli dunno wad to do now
its si fcuking bored hais
looking at the four walls
n looking at my hamster playing
im dam dunno wad to hais
wad a boring dae!!!
can someone ask me to go out??
hais

2008-07-26T14:58:00.002+08:00

My lovely hamster hahas

its so cute okies!!

2008-07-25T18:23:00.004+08:00

From the moment ue came into my life
ue show miies wads right!

No ones understand!
i hate my life i hate myself
but y im still here in tis world
i wanted to die life is hard,pain and hurting
im juz an idoit..
i cant stop thinking so much theres alot of questions in my head
i needed the answer badly will i hab to leave in tis lifefer so many years??
i juz want to end everything
i dun feel like goin to sch anymore
although i much more happier
but theres plenty of questions marks
turning n turning around my head
its getting more n more each dae
when will there be an ans to every single thing i wan to noe
i juz love to be alone but end upwith so many questions
do anyone understand my pain
onli god noes but yy
he doesnt gib mii an ans
everyone is telling a lie
i dont wish to go through it anymore
many times realli wan jump downn end every fcuking thing!!
i agree my heart is too soft
i believe every single words ppl sae
im juz so stupid cann
johann is a stupid guy
i onli trust nick n her
will i be made stupid agn
i guess so!!

2008-07-25T12:54:00.007+08:00

My heart is brokenstab by needles !!!

todae nbber go sch coz not feeling well

then meet friends in the morning

go eat breakfast!! hahas

after tt they come my hse then slack

then i call Mrs boey tell her i not coming sch

then we were toking bout moses n nick

coz nick go tell her tt he wan quit sch coz i quitting liao

then mrs ask miies its it true

then i tell her y nick wanted to quit sch

its becus of all moses doings

then she ask miies isit i wan quit sch becuz of him

actually no is fer her!!!hahas

but yesterdae she open my mind

n i decided nt to quit liao

but nick dunno hahas

he everytime late to noe things one lei

then i told her tt i wan beat one small guy

in joy class sitiing opp miies

then i tell her i veri kind liao nbber beat him

then i tell her i love jonah n ethan hahs

then she sae veri good hahas

i ask her bout things regarding my tattoo

coz she told miies b4 tt her friend

can help laser tattoo

then i wanted to laser so sae she will

tell my mother the number!!!

it would be pain but i rather pain now

then in the future!!!

my mind is opened n i quite happi now

yesterdae i was veri high!! dunno y

keep on smiling n laughing

veri tiring ue noe muz hab skill derhs

lols xD!